sometimes I hope theres something worse that happens in this world. worse than 9/11. just so maybe for a few days I can turn on the tv or go on the internet and not be reminded of my fathers death. every where I turn it’s there. It fucking sucks. I don’t wish death on anyone. this is not what i’m saying. it makes sense in my head. it would be nice to go a week without it being thrown in my face. that is all.
Hey Hey Johnny
I hear you wanna knock em dead
I hear its the one two punch
They’re calling for you from the crowd
Hey Hey Johnny
What are you doing tonight
Lets have a night on the town
This cities calling for you
Now this may hurt a bit
This may throw you down and out
But stand up on those feet
Because I’m not counting you out
Hey Hey Johnny
I heard you got the news yesterday
Its alright buddy, It’s alright
They’ll still be calling for you
Hey Hey Johnny
I think you’re gonna need a helping hand
You can’t do this alone
Here here take my hand.
There’s another year coming
Another day to start a new
I know you’ve been kicked
I know you’ve been down
But I’ll tell ya what to do
Hey Hey Johnny
Way to stand up those feet
I glad that you’re standing
You never took well to defeat.
Hey Hey Johnny.
It’s 3 am and I can feel it coming on again
That pit in my stomach. that shaking of my arms
It’s a repeat of last year and I hope I can stop it
I chemically induce my sleep
I’m once again a slave to my mind
And all that it conjures up
It’s the empty feeling in my head
That fills the anxiety in my stomach
It’s the unknowns and the why nots
that make my body shake a whole lot
It’s coming on again and its coming fast
It’s coming on again. Like the year that just passed.
Get me out of here. Get me out of this place.
I don’t post any songs and just post about me sitting in a dark room listening to records and drinking a tall glass of milk.
I can’t believe it’s another day and
he was the master of the house
she was lonely in the corner
he was leaving forever
she needed to tell his tale
He was a man and a father
He was washed away to sea
Left behind was his family and wife
and his child of only 3
Most know nothing about him
but they will soon hear of his tale
its lived through his life
and the ones he created
He wasn’t a 9 to 5 man
he made it home every single day
He wasn’t a wine and dine man
She fell in love with first sight
He was what they needed
then floated away.
He brings in the jersey current
She visits him every day
She walks down the shoreline
talking her thoughts away
Away, Away, Away.
This parties over
and this cd is skipping
but it was over
before it started
And I knew that
you’d leave me again
Leave me in the cold wind
And I knew that
you’d leave me
Leave me broken hearted
And I hope you understand
That I never want you to leave
And I hope you understand
That I never wanna see you again
I know this was complicated
And I know the stress
and how it was underestimated
You took it further than you should
When your mind was made up in my mind
It was set and you were
playing with the words
to make this all hurt worse
You had it made up all along
You like not being alone
It was a temporary fix
to your long term problem
I hope you understand
That I never want you to leave
And I hope you understand
That I never wanna see you again
You were gone with the wind
We had no last goodbye
You were gone like a ghost
you floated up into the sky
And some days are worse than others
But i think about you everyday
I was the one the walked behind you
Listening to every word you say
Cause I’m gonna follow in your footsteps
And I’m gonna make you proud
I was that little man behind you
and I’m not gonna let you down
You were there for me always
and you cared for me to
I think about you always
and I sing this song for you
I’m gonna follow in your footsteps
I’m gonna make you proud
I was that little man behind you
And I’m not gonna let you down
He’s lonely in the corner
She’s waiting for the world to explode
It’s been to long now
Things have been to good
It can’t stay like this forever
Things won’t stay like this for long
She repeats it over in her mind
Until those thoughts become his own
It has to end some day
Things will crumble to floor
Crack open the earth
And let it all drown
It’s been years since we last spoke
or thats what it feels like to me
I was scared, I was afraid
I let my mind, get the best, of me
I like to say I have no regrets
But this is something I can’t forget
this is my apology. it’s 4 years late
Her face is stone cold
but your body seems trembling
Her mind is set
but is this something she’d regret?
She have no crystal ball
She won’t give this a future
But I’m one she can’t forget
She’s not sorry for her explanation
I can’t blame her in the slightest bit.
This is my apology, It’s 4 years coming
